Kumdumpster Cisses (bloodyxmurder) wrote,
Kumdumpster Cisses
bloodyxmurder

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Broken

I think I hate "emo" music so much because it just gets me down. If I'm sad, why would I want to listen to someone singing about how sad they are, you know? I like listening to it though because it reminds me that someone else feels like shit too. How reassuring.
I think I've watched too many movies and read too many books because I compare my whole life to a movie. It takes the fun out of everything. Just one of the many bad habits I should do away with.
I'm questioning school.
I'm questioning life.
I'm questioning people.
Was anyone taught "The Golden Rule" growing up? Do unto others as you'd want them to do to you. Something like that. That was drilled into my head as a child and I firmly believe in that. I wish everyone felt the same. Espcially with name calling and rumor spreading. Come on.
This is what happens when I can't fall asleep.
I want to meet people who make music, not just copy and paste it.

"These pills aren't working anymore
My guts are spilling out onto the floor
Of a nightmare you wouldn't believe
Of a nightmare you could not conceive of

You're floating above my head
There are words carved in my chest
And they said...
"Could somebody show me the kind of affection
That you only see in the movies, you know what I mean"

I will suck the elixir from your fingertips
Until I feel my head start caving in
My mouth will overflow with your evil soul
And I'll be convulsing for days in this hole
Bubbling at the lips that you used to love to kiss
Well, I think I'm trying to wake up, but I can't

These pills aren't working anymore
My eyes are gouged out and rolling under the door
It blacks out the
Nightmare you wouldn't believe
A nightmare you could not conceive of

You're floating above my head
There are words carved in my chest
And they said...
"Could somebody show me the kind of affection
That you only see in the movies, you know what I mean, you know what I mean"

I will suck the elixir from your fingertips
Until I feel my head start caving in
My mouth will overflow with your evil soul
And I'll be convulsing for days in this hole
Bubbling at the lips

I know you never meant to do everything you put me through
It's okay I forgive you
Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes
I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind

I know you never meant to do everything you put me through
It's okay I forgive you
Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes
I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind

I will suck the elixir from your fingertips
Until I feel my head start caving in
My mouth will overflow with your evil soul
And I'll be convulsing for days in this hole"



Goodnight
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